Summer ramblings

Summer Ramblings

the buzz and *whirr*... drip, drip, drip,
into my cup of a new day begins.
toast *pops* happily and
swirls of dreams are added to my mug
along with the white snowstorm of sugar.

my stormcloud of thoughts
start to melt into the taste of
hot coffee and delicious peanut butter toast;
but the distant torrent of consciousness
stubbornly stays; my attempts of distraction
failing... as I so often have in the
battle with my doubts and worries.

my mind finally drifts to
scenes of snuggling and soft kisses
with the man I so dearly miss...
fingers running through his honey blonde
locks, gazing into his eyes of ocean.

Every moment apart from him is bittersweet-
knowing he pursues things greater than me or him;
but being seperated from the warmth of
his strong arms enclosing me in safety and love.

If only there were a way to connect the two...
perhaps whilst we both pursue our education
this can be achieved... alas.

And so I wait
for the leaves to turn to fire and the air to cool
with the comfort and serenity... of autumn.